May 20, 2022

An Interview with SteelHeart - Miljenko Matijević

An Interview with SteelHeart - Miljenko Matijević
An Interview with SteelHeart - Miljenko Matijević
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Join us as we talk with Miljenko Matijević from SteelHeart on today's Back to the '80s Radio. We talk about rock music and the 1980s. Thank you to Gina DeFranco, the Executive Producer at BWAROC.org.

Thank you to Eriki Himil, Co-Producer, Musical Director, and guitarist for, '27 The Show - The Ultimate Tribute Concert.

Adi Argelazi (Janis Joplin) and Gabe Maska (Kurt Cobain) for taking the time to interview.

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Welcome to Back to the Eighties Radio, the show where we talk about the

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good, the bad, and the
ugly, yes the ugly of the greatest

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decade for a lot of us.
Thanks for being with us on another incredible

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Friday. We made it to another
weekend, and as always, a big

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shout out to you listening through Ihart, Pandora, Spotify, tune in Radio,

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and everywhere else that you get your
streaming music and podcasts. Now the

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time has come because with us,
as he is always is a man who

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has had more hair treatments than jose
A. Bear and Paul Mitchell. He

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is a man that has attended more
concerts in Hollywood than the bands that actually

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played there. Here add back to
the Eighties radio. We just call him

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the Chang, Oh, ladies and
gentlemen, boys and girls. And it

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is so ever beautiful and great of
my comrade to mention the good, the

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bad, and yes, this is
Chang, the ugly part of Back to

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the Eighties. Welcome to another rendition
of our version of that great, great

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decade, the eighties. I've been
away from my microphone a few days,

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Yes you have. Let's dig deep
into our show, you know. By

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the way, Chang, welcome back
from the bottom of our hearts here,

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you know, we missed you.
A little note to say thank you to

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a few awesome people, you know. Last night, Chang was the tribute

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concert of the sixth greatest performers who
passed away at age twenty seven. The

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show at the Troubadour last night was
called twenty seven. The show, the

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ultimate tribute concert, played to a
packed house. Man at the Troubadour a

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lot smaller than I had envisioned it
with a humongous stage was tinier in the

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eighties. Yeah, yeah, that's
what I hear. That's what I hear.

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They portrayed Robert Johnson, Janis Joplin, Jimmy Hendrix, Jim Morrison,

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Kurt Cobain, and Amy Winehouse.
I gotta tell you, man, it

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was amazing, great performers. The
show we'll be playing coming up at Vacaville

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Performing Arts Center on June sixteenth,
at the Montgomery Theater in San Jose on

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the seventeenth end at the Montgomery Theater
in Fresno on June twenty fourth. Maybe

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you, my friend Chang can be
in Fresno on the twenty fourth of June.

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Big thanks to all of our fans
who were able to attend, because

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I know there were many who were
there. The show was great, the

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performers were awesome, great voices,
great talent, and I can't stop here.

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I have to give a huge thank
you to Gina DiFranco, the executive

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producer of BWA r OC dot org. The Humanitarian Rock Concert, which will

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be held in Florida on April first, twenty twenty three. More information about

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that. It's going to be at
the Pompano Beach Amphitheater. If you missed

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Live AID eighty five, now it's
your chance. Big thank you to Eric

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Himmel, the co producer, musical
director and guitarist of the twenty seven show,

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Audi Argilazzi, who sings a Janis
Joplin, and Gabe Mascot who plays

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as Kurt Cobain. You guys rocked
it last night. Stay tuned because coming

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up next only here on Back to
the Eighties Radio. We have a huge

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rock star talking with us about the
eighties music and a lot more eighties ladies.

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That's right, Get that awkward had
ready, because get close to those

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speakers, because we've got one sexy
eighties rock star. You are lucky loaded

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back to the eighties eighty Some of
you remember the eighties five right, well

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it lives loud and proud. On
back to the eighties with my pals to

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Scotto and Chay. This is back
to the Eighties Radio. If you just

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joined us, you've come at a
great time because we've got a fantastic extended

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segment with a hard rocker who started
in the eighties. He's a singer songwriter,

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went on tours singing with the Doors
in twenty ten, from albums to

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movies, concerts, but he is
best known as the lead vocalist Mister Steelheart

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himself Milienko Matdievic. Now, did
I say that right? You did perfect?

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You were in the two thousand and
one the movie rock Star singing the

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voice for Mark Wahlberg's character Chris Izzy
Cole. Correct, Yes, that was

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the voice and the song We All
Die Young I contributed was That was one

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of my songs. That was on
my third album, The Wait Record.

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We recorded it for that movie.
The Notes that You Reach are just phenomenal

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song. Yeah, I love it. I like that you like it?

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If I'm not mistaken. The van
came out Steelheart in nineteen eighty nine.

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Was that the release of Steelheart?
Correct? No, it was originally it

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was called Red Alert, but we
had to change the name because there was

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a DJ Red Alert in New York. So then we scrambled this funny to

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last minute the album was doing everything's
done, was sitting a scram coming up

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with a new name, and we
came up with Steeheart right at Barney's Beanery

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here in Los Angeles. Actually,
yeah, that was the birth of Steeheart

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nineteen eighty nine, and that first
album, steelhearn't sold over a million copies.

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Is there a more precise number,
Yeah, there's a lot more of

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that worldwide sway over two million,
and probably could have been even more.

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But we came in a tail end
of you know, the whole rock era

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and then grunch took over kind of
thing. So I think that we came

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in like the nineteen eighty six or
something. I feel it would be pretty

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pretty intense. But you know what
was beautiful is that there's so many people

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rediscovering the band now and actually doing
cover songs of my songs now that are

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people are twenty twenty one years old. Who knows, maybe there's a whole

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new beginning here. You know what's
really cool is that you've got to do

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a lot of things between movies in
your own projects. Really interesting. Now.

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First of all, I don't know
if you guys know, I was

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also the Finger for the Doors for
a while with Raymonds, Eric and Robbie

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Krieger. Ye, John didn't,
but I did two major tours, A

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transcending the late Jim Morrison, and
well, Jim passed away to twenty seven

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as well, you know, and
close birthdays in November thirtieth, and I

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think he passed was it December or
something, or third or fourth or something

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like that. So I mean,
ironically, I escaped the death of twenty

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seven. Somehow they spared me because
in nineteen ninety two, after my second

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album, we were on the road, my manager said, hey, you

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want to do We were on a
forty ninth show and he said, hey,

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you want to do another show and
we'll make a fifty and then we'll

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go home and relax for a minute
before we go back out. And so,

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yeah, great, let's do it. Went to Denver Arena and we're

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performing Halloween night. They had these
lighting cross to standing app on both sides

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of the stage, but they then
secure the ceiling. You know, I'm

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rocking out and I just barely touched
one man and its just I fell at

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wobbling and I try to get out
of the way and as I'm running trying

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to get out of the way,
jumping over the monitors, it hit me

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directly in the back of the head
and I hit the stage face first,

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broke my nose, my cheekbone,
twisted my back, my knee. It

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was awful. Without a doubt,
I should have been dead. And you

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can watch it actually on YouTube.
You can watch accident. You were performing

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dancing in the fire. If I'm
not mistaken from the Tangled and Rains album

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that's right dancing in the fire,
and the fire definitely burned me. It

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was, so you know, it's
kind of interesting. It's like I kind

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of almost went into that, you
know, that whole energy space for some

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reason. And uh, but you
know, they didn't take me, rightn't

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take me. And I was Jeff
turned twenty eight, I believe literally just

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turned twenty eight, was twenty seven. So maybe that's why I didn't count

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because it didn't I mean, I
was right there. Yeah, you were

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spared. And then steel Hart had
a new lineup, released the album Weight

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in ninety six, and then the
album Good to Be Alive in two thousand

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and eight. Yeah, yeah,
it was. It was. It was

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an insane recovery. I don't even
know how I made the Weight record,

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honestly. It was weird because it's
just the accident was it's just so prolonged

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that I lost memory and then I
became fuzzy, and then I was in

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and out and I was here,
I was there. It was just never

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present, you know, and taken
years, years to really recover and kind

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of put the electrods back together,
you know, And right now I feel

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good when you did the movie how
how was the performing and because that must

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have been a busy schedule as well, you know when you're doing anything for

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movies that they gotta be grueling for
you. It's uh, yeah, it

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was intense. I mean the whole
the whole project was pretty intense. But

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it was amazing. You know,
we had a great time doing it.

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The band was amazing. It was
great rehearsing with the guys. It was

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me, Zach Wilde, Jason Bonham, and Jeff Pilson. I mean,

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what a band. You know.
We had a great time doing it.

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It was a you know, a
lot of ups and downs, drama,

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normal normal movie making and you know, rock stars. It was great.

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That's all I can say. It
was a lot of fun and we I

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feel we created an amazing album.
And everyone hasn't heard all the songs that

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I sang on that record, because
there there was only three on the actual

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album. Yeah, but I did
sing seven and they are pretty damn good.

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On a good note, the other
thing I want to say is that

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possibly Steel Dragon may actually do some
shows in the near future. Now,

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that is something I would definitely like
to hear more about. Now, jumping

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over to twenty ten when you got
together with The Doors, you know,

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Raymond Derek and Robbie Krieger. How
was that experience for you on a personal

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level, being that every rocker on
earth knows Jim Morrison and and how was

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that to be a part of that? Well, you know, that's that's

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it's interesting. I'll tell you.
The quick story is that I was looking

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for a new manager and then I
had lunch with the manager Tom and we're

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talking and he goes, you know, I managed this band. It's uh,

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you know, it's pretty famous.
They sold over eighty million records,

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and uh, we're looking for a
new singer, and I think you may

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be a good candidate. Would you
be interested in in auditioning? And I

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was like, well, who's the
band? And he said The Doors And

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I was like, wow, okay, uh sure, why not. I'll

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give it a shot. Well,
sure enough, I came in. I

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sang once on two songs, three
songs rare. He's like, can you

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sing another one? Another? We
didn't know? Can you sing another one?

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We didn't. I learned like ten
there coming in there. You know,

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I want to make sure I was
read. I didn't leave, it

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was done. I didn't even leave
the place. It's like, you know,

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would you like to do the tour
with us? And it was you

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know, I got to tell you
it was in situations like that, like

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the movie, like uh, you
know, joining a famous, super famous

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band, legendary band. It's not
just a famous band. It's you know,

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it's a lot deeper than that.
It's you need to be invited into

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a space like that. You know, there's so many other elements that are

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involved, not just money or or
things. You gotta it's got to be

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the right time. It's got to
be the right energy. And then the

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God's got to go, Okay,
come on in, yeah we're talking.

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This is the planets have to align
in perfect order. And and just have

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picked you. This is not not
coincidence. It's it's beyond. It's a

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right. It's and then and then
you accept, you know. I mean

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I had Jim come to me many
times, many times when when I first

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when I first was going to even
before I even went out to La Too

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to do an audition. I mean, I had amazing moments with Jim.

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It was very real. Whether I
made it up in my head or or

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you know, there's another level of
connection. But I'll tell you. One

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night, we're playing Prague in its
amazing theater. It was massive theater,

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and I remember going up to the
microphone and something that speaking to me and

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say stop, you know, don't
don't stop, don't say anything, don't

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do anything. Just stay here,
stay with me, sick and just close

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your eyes held the music. None'll
just stop wait wait wait, you know,

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and Ray's looking at me. I
know he's watching me every night.

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He's facing me way to the way
he set, you know. And then

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it was one moment it was just
okay, now staying and then it was

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random music. So it was just
it's just magic, and I know everyone

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felt that. Everyone felt m That
was one of if you read some of

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the reviews, that was one of
the most powerful. How would I say,

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tours that I've done right? It
was really sense. It was beautiful,

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beautiful, thank you, because there
was there was something more. There

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was a spiritual aspect to it.
One of the things that we talk a

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lot about. We do recognize music
today. We do recognize that there are

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a lot of wonderful musicians. However, we also do recognize that music when

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it started, whether you're talking about
the doors to the Rolling Stones, to

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any bands in the eighties, because
it was a first of their kind for

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us back then. It left a
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our soul, and that's something that
I just you know, it's like one

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of those athletes that comes around once
every twenty to thirty years, and the

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same thing with music. We had
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with you what I think is,
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there's enough of people teaching the younger
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directing them, let's say that guiding
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day, and still today, that's
the way I write. I write from

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life experiences. You know. Bands, bands like all those bands in those

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days, they couldn't make a record
because they make they didn't live enough.

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You got to live in order to
make certain style of songs, you know,

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to touch the hearts of millions and
millions, you got to live it

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on the one band that I feel
has been gifted beyond I don't know how

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many gods or spirits were around.
These characters were the Beatles, you know,

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because they were able to write things
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I mean it's like so simple,
so well said. You know where

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it would connect with all everybody today
There it's a lot of confusion, you

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know, the kids and everyone.
There's this it's a it's a crazy world.

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I mean, everything's a free download. Let me get this free and

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let me do this, let me
grab this. Where is the life experience?

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Where's the moment of Where's that moment
when you know, back in the

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day, you hear a song,
the song helped you through your day,

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helped you if you were like suicidal, helped you if you were on drugs,

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helped you if you're you know,
an alcoholic, or helped you just

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give you love. When you were
with your first girlfriend the backseat of a

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car. It was just moments of
music that were just I guess I would

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say it was a deeper level of
connection. You know. Now a lot

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of the music I'm not saying today. There's some wonderful, amazing artists today

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as well. A lot of it's
just made a little too quickly. You

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know, let's bang it out,
let's say this is what happens. Put

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a little bit of this, let's
put it that's little bit of this?

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All right? There is ah how
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for today? And is it for
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that we've lost, and we talked
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experience, the experience of it all, because we all remember what it was

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when you heard for the very first
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with and then we had to go
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music store and look for it.
And when we you know, you're there

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searching and when you found it,
it was like gold and you looked at

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the back at the covers and you
purchased it. And it was listening from

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song one to song thirteen, fourteen
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and it became an experience we done. Yeah, And unfortunately today we have

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a lot of you know, you
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playlist and then you don't go outside
of that, and you miss out on

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the entire heart of the performer,
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he recorded that to begin with exactly. Not only that, it's also the

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artwork. There's there's so much involved, you know, but first of all

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writing the song and then the experience
of leaving where you live, you know,

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if you're in let's say in New
York, a lot of people would

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elect, including myself. I wouldn't
want to make a record there. I

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would leave. I'll go to Los
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you know, and go to different
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of the energy of clarity, and
then you create. When you're finished with

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a record, then you make the
album cover all the art is. That

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is also important because it represents the
journey. It represents that, you know

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that why you wrote those songs,
what came to you during those songs.

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I mean, being an artist is
a really special thing, you know,

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and I really, I really see
it clear, and I would love nothing

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more than to you know, maybe
down the road that's that's my future.

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I don't know about grab all the
buddhas does. I really feel, you

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know, the true artist as a
messenger, as a channel and information.

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But now there's so many it's just
ludicrous, seventy thousand uploads a day to

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Spotify. A little while ago,
I was talking with a broadcaster and I

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was talking to just flat out,
I go, you know what pisses me

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off? And this just happened recently
when I investigated like bottom line, what

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do the artist what do they get
from the streaming services? Because I had

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a young, a young fellow say
well, this is no. This is

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so much better than the eighties when
bands had it back then, because now

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you get the artist producing from their
own home, etc. Etc. So

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I started investigating and I came to
find out exactly. I came to find

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out that there was this this young
lady in Austria. I believe she's a

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violinist, and she has every single
month, faithfully, six hundred thousand downloads.

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And they're artists, didn't have a
lot more, but this young lady

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has six hundred thousand downloads faithfully every
single month. She it's made by Spotify

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twelve euros a month. Yeah,
if anyone knows this game better than I

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do. And I'm saying what I'm
saying, it's become like a dam scam.

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Okay, YouTube, please make a
video. Of course, what do

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they care? The more videos you
put up there, the more commercials that

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come out. And if you want
your video to be seen, well,

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I'll tell you what, you better
hit some Google ads. And if you

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hit Google ads, it's all about
the big ones are making the money to

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spotifyes the pandoras, the YouTube,
and this is what I'm talking about.

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This is where the true artists.
First of all, there's so many people

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in the way are making music,
and I respect everybody to make music.

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Please, you should be making music. But you know, when you have

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true artists that are struggling to be
heard or to be seen, we're actually

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almost jipping ourselves in a way because
we're losing out on serious beauty information songs,

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you know what everyone ever you wanted
can describe it. But there's just

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too much shit in a way.
I guess let me just say that,

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all right. I mean I've been
doing US thirty years. I've traveled the

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world extensively. I've been on stages, Olympic Stadium to two bars, and

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I got to tell you, my
heart is such I got so much firing

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me to keep going. But I've
never worked harder in my life. Yeah,

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and I am pretty well known a
lot of places, and I gotta

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tell you it's it's it's a lot
of work to break through just the fog

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of people. There's that there's just
so much, so much material and videos

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and that, and then there's these
you know, you've got so many people

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that are great on social media.
I mean it's at times I get sickened

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and overwhelmed by the amount of releases
that are out there by by everybody in

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there and their nephew who wants to
record, and a lot of these people

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they rather become famous than become an
actual artist, right exactly, because I

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will look as a true artist as
myself. Okay, I will tell you

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this. And I've been on the
floor several times during this journey, whether

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I like it or not, like
they just pull the rug on you all

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of a sudden, boom, everything
goes wrong, what happens all of a

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sudden, anything can happen, Okay, or you keep going because why,

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it doesn't matter if you're living in
a mansion or you're you're sleeping on the

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curve, You're still creating music because
it's what you do, it's who you

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are. That's when you're the most
happiest. And if you really are truly

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honest with yourself and you do what
you really like doing, you'll be happy

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and you'll be amazing at it and
life will never let you go or drop

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you. You may you may experience, you know, moments of pain,

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of growing pain, so to speak
what I call it, but they will

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never throw you to the curve if
you're honest. This is where it gets

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tricky. I just feel like,
you know, so many people who want

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they want to they want to be
rock stars. Not everybody's a rock star.

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You know, maybe you're a manager, Well then why don't you be

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a manager, be a damn good
one, you know, and help the

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rock stars who truly are because they
need they need you know, artists need,

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they need love, they need to
be understood, they need to be

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There's somebodies that are painting the ass. Let's let me say that too,

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you know, who are too cool
for school and then that don't work either.

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But there's a lot of them there
that just just need to be that's

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what they do. They're like little
Buddhists. We got to treat them,

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you know, help them and help
them reach the goals of where they belong.

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with us today we have steel Heart,

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Millienco Madievic. We were talking about
the music business in their very lightly and

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we talked a lot about what's going
on today. But now I want to

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talk to you about something that I
heard from Gina di Franco, otherwise known

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as Ginad the party Diva. She
mentioned this a little bit earlier, that

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you have a song coming out and
I believe it's related to peace. Yeah,

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I do. We did release it
already and it's growing. We're building

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it. It's growing very nicely.
I wrote a song called Trust and Love

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and it's two years into making.
When I started it was right at the

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pandemic and I wanted to make a
big course, like kind of like,

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you know, so the world can
sing it. And what I started.

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I originally wrote it for the unification
for the Peninsula of Korea. I do

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a lot of work in Korea,
and at that time, I believe it

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was always self fighting and I'm going
to drop this bomb and I'm going to

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do this and the human trafficking and
it's just like, oh man, you

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know, watching the news. And
I came by the piano and I and

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I sat down at the piano and
it was just like literally the first thing

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that came out, trust and love, trust in peace. I can't live

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untill I know I'm free. And
it was like, okay, well this

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is coming too fast, easy,
so let me just go with it.

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So I started writing it, and
I wrote in English, of course,

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and I put on my website.
I put the chorus up me singing it,

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and I reached out to all my
fans and said, hey, guys,

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please sing the chorus and send it
to me. I don't care if

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you're good bad, I don't care. Just give me your soul, give

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me your heart and sing it and
send it to me. And I got

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over like close to three hundred and
fifty people that sent me in their vocals.

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Some sounded great, something sounds so
good it didn't matter, you know,

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and some even sang into the phone
with it with a video. And

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sadly, one of the girls I
know, she came to my back stage

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so many times. She had cancer
and she passed away during that was the

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last thing she sunk, you know, my chorus, and I believe she

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died week or two after that.
So I did, I put everyone on

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the course, and the song it
just kept growing. We did. I

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sang it in Korean and it kept
building. And then I was like,

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wow, you know what, this
is even greater than just than what I'm

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thinking or what I'm doing. It's
just taking me somehow. It just took

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me to another level, you know. And then I said, well,

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why don't I singing in Croatian?
I was born in Croatia. So I

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sang it in Croatian. And then
I said, well, you know,

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it'll leaves across the channel there.
I why do I do it in Italian?

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So I sang it in Italian and
then I was like, okay,

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I could see what's going on here. And then before you know it,

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then I did Spanish I did Chinese, I did Portuguese, Hindi, Japanese,

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Korean, English, there's ten Russian
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Yeah, yeah, And we released
the English version and you could see the

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video if you want to see Trust
and Love English version or Trust and Love

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Korean version. The video is pretty
intense. We don't really see videos like

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this anymore. This is like back
in a day, we would make these

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incredible videos, things that are,
you know, just really cool videos that

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people would spend money on. Nobody
spend money on videos anymore, which I

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understand because it's all free and it's
kind of like crazy, But I don't

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know. I did it because I
wanted to do it. It's my gift

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to the world. It's my gift. We had to see if I could

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raise the vibration, you know,
because I feel I feel a new world

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this year. We all know something
new is right in front of us,

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and we have one person testing our
intelligence right now. There's a quote that

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I found that came from you.
That is where you say quote My heart

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tells me the time is now for
us to rise to a new vibration and

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find peace in ourselves, the respect
for each other and then the understanding will

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follow effortlessly and quote, and that
is ground shaking. You know, there

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have been very few songs throughout these
decades that can move mountains, and I

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think this is one of those.
Well, I appreciate, thank you.

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I really really hope it reaches the
hearts of millions. All right, this

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is steel hard, this is Malienko
with trust and love. I want you

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to think about it. Close your
eyes because this is an inspirational anthem in

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support a global peace. Ship to
singly, free, color mastory, this

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stream of in the hands of the
can me breathe sick SI, dream to

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race. It's a word coming just
for open your heart, dreamt to three,

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to the place you all content,
but you have to own your life,

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open your eyes and open sin cho
sings. I can't t try,

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I can't I old true, I
can't to yours. All I can say

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is wow. One of the slogans
or mottos for Back to the Eighties Radio

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is introducing the eighties to a homely
generation, and I think that spirit and

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the soul, the creativity, the
compassion for something different, for change is

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heard through the song. I can
find no better time as now to be

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playing and singing this song. Oh
perfect, yeah, thank you. I

405
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mean, it's uh. I'm happy
that it's um that you see it,

406
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and I truly hope that you know
it catches on and the world sees it

407
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because it's um. It's honest.
Maybe that's the best way to say.

408
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It's honest. It's not it was
I didn't write this with respect to all.

409
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You know, everyone's helping Ukraine and
I really respect that, but I

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didn't invite it to jump on a
bandwagon, so to speak. I wrote

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this two years ago. This was
two years into making, just to be

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released now and again, like I
said, it's something else driving me,

413
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something else doing this. It's not
just me creating this. You know,

414
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there's a lot of elements that I
don't even know how came together the video.

415
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There's over seven hundred people in this
video that created this video. Yeah.

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I had Robert Altman Bobby Altman as
my first DP, who is the

417
00:36:45.079 --> 00:36:51.079
late Robert Altman's of son. I
mean, really powerful people came together on

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this and that's what it's about.
The song is about the unification of people,

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putting people together and rising to a
new vibration. At time is now,

420
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it is this is it times kicking
guys, it ticking needs to live.

421
00:37:04.679 --> 00:37:08.760
It feels like a prophetic calling to
the world through music. Yeah,

422
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absolutely absolutely, that's exactly what.
And again, like when I was invited

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into doing the movie, when I'm
invited into doing an album of my own,

424
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when I'm invited to do the Doors, this was the same thing.

425
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It's like if I'm invited to create
this and I created it, there's a

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there's a forty piece orchestra on there. I mean it was no, it's

427
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not like a Again, I'm gonna
say this, it wasn't premeditated. Yeah,

428
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it wasn't something. Let me do
this to be the big hot shot.

429
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This is my gift. This is
it. You know. You know

430
00:37:45.079 --> 00:37:50.599
what you just said that you didn't
planet like many people would would would think

431
00:37:51.079 --> 00:37:52.960
if you start thinking, oh,
well, I'm going to come up with

432
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this big, big, humongous hit
that's going to unite the world, or

433
00:37:58.280 --> 00:38:02.519
it doesn't end up happening. So
yeah, you're absolutely right. So things

434
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had to be their destiny had to
call on you, and you take the

435
00:38:07.679 --> 00:38:10.000
calling for such a time as this, they say. The thing is,

436
00:38:10.599 --> 00:38:15.320
you know, when you do have
something like this, it's again it's really

437
00:38:15.440 --> 00:38:19.360
interesting. You have a you know, such a song that's so powerful,

438
00:38:20.119 --> 00:38:22.400
and yet you know, you sit
back and you just don't know what's going

439
00:38:22.440 --> 00:38:25.639
to happen. You know, you
can do the best you can promoting it.

440
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It really needs to touch the hearts
and the most difficult thing is for

441
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it to actually be heard, to
be able to be judged or or you

442
00:38:37.519 --> 00:38:40.719
know, accepted or not. You
know, and considering the amount of music

443
00:38:40.840 --> 00:38:45.719
and things that are out there,
it's it's it's going to be very interesting

444
00:38:45.800 --> 00:38:52.199
to see how the song develops or
breakthrough on its own, because it's it's

445
00:38:52.239 --> 00:38:59.719
in in life's hands. There's definitely
an ocean of different artifacts that are in

446
00:38:59.800 --> 00:39:05.760
this social of music. Out of
these artifacts, there's always treasure that comes

447
00:39:05.880 --> 00:39:08.960
and rises to the top. Let
me ask you this on a different note.

448
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If you have the opportunity, just
just one opportunity, one chance to

449
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do something over again back in the
eighties or when you were first beginning your

450
00:39:21.119 --> 00:39:25.800
journey as an artist, what would
you do over? You know, you

451
00:39:25.840 --> 00:39:29.519
know, I would like to do
many things over. The thing is this

452
00:39:30.480 --> 00:39:34.199
saying what I would like to do
over? There's so many there's there's just

453
00:39:34.320 --> 00:39:37.719
way too many other elements in place
to say that, because the first thing

454
00:39:37.800 --> 00:39:39.920
that hit me right away is I
would like to I would like to do

455
00:39:40.079 --> 00:39:44.519
my childhood over, okay, because
it sucked, you know what I mean.

456
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And and my my father was a
crazy man. It was always hammered,

457
00:39:50.679 --> 00:39:52.719
you know. It was just it
was just like grew up walking on

458
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eggshelves all the time, you know. And I'm writing and I wasn't allowed

459
00:39:57.920 --> 00:40:02.519
to um because originally I started with
country music and Johnny Cash, which I

460
00:40:02.679 --> 00:40:07.480
love, you know, But then
I heard Robert Plants scream and I was

461
00:40:07.519 --> 00:40:09.800
like, Okay, this is a
home, this is me, you know.

462
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And when I went into that space
my father, it was just it

463
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was just a lot of work just
to be alive, you know, and

464
00:40:20.199 --> 00:40:22.519
days and it was just like,
I would like to do that over and

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00:40:22.679 --> 00:40:27.119
someone and to give me, you
know, give me support. When I

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see families and fathers and mothers and
they had their kids or whatever they in

467
00:40:31.559 --> 00:40:37.159
their music or they're doing art or
there, whether they're actors, whatever have

468
00:40:37.320 --> 00:40:42.280
you, and they genuinely have given
them support to help guide them and grow.

469
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It's so beautiful. It's so powerful
because they build such a strong human

470
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being honestly, I don't know how
I came out the way I did because

471
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I should. I should have been
a crazy, drunk, alcoholic, you

472
00:40:54.119 --> 00:40:58.599
know what I mean. But I'm
none of those. So I don't know.

473
00:40:58.719 --> 00:41:01.039
Maybe work backwards, but I will
say, Helde, I would love

474
00:41:01.079 --> 00:41:05.599
to do that over again, but
not the way I did it. I

475
00:41:05.639 --> 00:41:08.960
would like to have maybe I'd like
to have a father that was more loving

476
00:41:09.159 --> 00:41:15.400
and help me, because I feel
I would have evolved and grew and penetrated

477
00:41:15.599 --> 00:41:17.639
much quicker than what I did.
Yeah, it makes perfect sense. Did

478
00:41:17.679 --> 00:41:22.280
you ever identify with the video with
Dee Snyder? Yeah, where the father

479
00:41:22.400 --> 00:41:25.840
comes in and says, what do
you want to do with your life?

480
00:41:27.719 --> 00:41:30.000
I want to rock? No,
I remember that. I remember that distinctly.

481
00:41:30.079 --> 00:41:34.159
But you know, usually, you
know, especially in the eighties and

482
00:41:34.440 --> 00:41:36.719
seventies, eighties, you know,
if you want to be a musician,

483
00:41:36.840 --> 00:41:40.039
immediately everyone thinks that that's it.
He's going to be on drugs, in

484
00:41:40.079 --> 00:41:44.239
alcohol, and he's going to be
a loser, you know, And that's

485
00:41:44.280 --> 00:41:47.440
what they're mostly afraid of, you
know. And it's the fear factor instead

486
00:41:47.440 --> 00:41:52.559
of looking at the talent factor,
you know what I mean. Yeah,

487
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Steel heart Vilienko. It was a
pleasure having you on Back to the Eighties

488
00:41:57.280 --> 00:42:00.760
Radio, and it was awesome to
get to meet you in person at the

489
00:42:00.840 --> 00:42:07.039
Troubadour last night at the twenty seven
the Show, the Ultimate Tribute Concert.

490
00:42:07.440 --> 00:42:12.119
I look forward to having you back
on the program to talk Eighties, to

491
00:42:12.280 --> 00:42:15.599
talk music, to Talk Rock.
I appreciate you being here, all right,

492
00:42:15.639 --> 00:42:19.239
thank you for having You're listening to
Back to the Eighties Radio. This

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is Steel Hard and their album Wait
with their hit song we All Die Young,

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Miss Messo to oh My, Spend
My Time, Lost, Spend Emma,

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Oh the river Loo, My Cast
and from My Oh Y. It

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makes my stomach chairs run back,
Team Stole Step Cry Alone, It makes

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my stomach chairs strung. My stone
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Radio with the Scotto and Chang.
Thanks for sharing your Friday with us.

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Now go out there and do something
good for society until next week, Chang

502
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here before release you to another changtastic
weekend and a chang arrific week I want

503
00:47:16.639 --> 00:47:21.679
you all to remember you matter,
you stay lifted, you stay gifted,

504
00:47:22.440 --> 00:47:24.960
Go out there and stand up for
yourself, stand up for somebody else that

505
00:47:25.159 --> 00:47:30.280
can't stand for themselves, and always
stand up for something greater than yourself.

506
00:47:30.559 --> 00:47:34.880
I want to wish you all an
asta la vista, asta lawego, austa

507
00:47:35.000 --> 00:47:42.559
manyana, adios ariba sayanaa later Bros
Nio Thi, and to all my homies.

508
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And the laudio is all around orally
my hands already who before I can so